My emotions have been all over the map today. Some moments I feel so strong and secure and then a single thought or moment can turn me into a fragile, broken little girl again. Today has been back and forth and has left me tonight feeling lonely, vulnerable and sad.
Two weeks from tomorrow I drive away towards a new future. I'm incredibly excited about the new possibilities and new adventures that await me. My mom picked up my new keys today. It's going to be a really good thing for me.
But tonight all I can think about is him. What will I do without him? What will I do when I need him? Until right this minute, I've been unwilling to admit that I need him or that I love him like I do. But I do -- love him and need him. What do I do? Do I tell him? or do I keep it inside and let it fade?
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