I feel disoriented right now. What direction should I be going? What should I be doing? Where should my focus be? It doesn't help that I have a serious head cold. Everything feels fuzzy. I hate it.
Living in the in between is difficult. In some ways I feel better about my life than I ever have. But I can see where I want it to be and don't feel like I have the ability to get there. And then, in some areas, I don't feel like I'm making any progress at all. I have therapy today -- he'll just remind me of how far I've come. It's a good reminder. I have come a long way. But living in this grey area is so hard for me.
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