Texas

..... that is where I should be this weekend. I should be at the Circuit of The Americas watching the Formula 1 race. But I can't go. Not because the tickets are outrageous priced (which they are) or because I can't afford the plane ticket or anything like that, but because Steve will be there.  Formula 1 was our thing. I've always loved car racing, but I was more of a Nascar junkie prior to Steve. He is at the track for the weekend and I can't risk running into him.  He even text me a picture of his tickets last night. I didn't respond and called my sponsor to check in and let her know he contacted me.  Then I went to my SA meeting this morning and shared my feelings about the whole thing.  One of the members shared after me and said he wished he could take a baseball bat to "that guy's head".  Thank you.  Me, too.

Enjoy the race, Steve. I'm not even going to watch it on TV. Actually, I quit keeping up with Formula 1 about 6 months ago when I said goodbye to you. It's triggering and I don't need to invite triggers into my life, enough come with no effort on my part.